I'm Happy at moments, mad at myself that i made a life miserable.

How could i make someone so happy,bubbly, cheerful,Have such a drastic change? I feel like the cause,but come to think of it,without being truthful,i figured out that dragging it further could hurt or maybe make things get even worse than whats happening now.

well guess life like that, i'm bragging about it,when reality is sinister in its own ways.
i don't wanna to be bothering(being a prick to) _______ much now, perhaps ___ needs time to breathe.
even when ___ is important to me,and i , missing ___ so much.

Well, on the GAY-er side,

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT MY DRAMA SYF RESULTS ARE OUT!
And rumour has it that We, our Hamlet Play, HAS GOTTEN GWH! Gold With Honors!
Wooooooooooooooooooot! i really wanna say great job to every one in drama.
But, it's just a distinctive rumour, distinctively true.
We'll see. we'll see.Tmr Mrs lim may announce the results to the whole school.
and we're all like supposed to stand up and jump?LOL
Feel so proud. and High!

Ncc(sea). WTH. suddenly we got some ncc commitee created by our two lady T.I.C.
lols. me and letitia was in charge of Kayaking section. Which is,honestly, mad hard to think of ideas to maintain.
In fact, right now, i'm chatting with letitia,thinking of what to plan and give a proposal to the Ladies.
Haiz,i'm cracking my brain so hard, so so hard. >.<

was feeling better, alot better than YTD. ytd was like hell. i was like super crazy,super emo.
at least i got to laugh abit today. Ding Quan is the same forever (hot), Physics Class is getting more boring every day,And Ms Ong granted my wish,i'm not sitting next to Rachel Koh anymore,but with another naughty girl, Richelle.

Got highest in class for History test two times in a row. I gotta say again.
I AM NOT A HISTORIAN or Whatever. i'm just plain study and pay attention.

Fusionopolis again, after school, was funn all the way, i found out that Creamy Mango sauce is like Heaven with Cheese Baked Rice. :) Played volleyball in my estate with study clique, we needed to move abt anyway, and sian i found out that i missed pt also. :( i feel unhealthy and want to get healthy again.
Jarrett doesn't know how to play volleyball, he just pushes the ball like some dragonball Z ball.XD

Y put this long Title? my life is so dramatic, XD, its like a play, which in my opinion, Could PWN Romeo & Juliet + Hamlet altogether. really. i could so personalize myself as Hamlet now,i just have to think abt ___, and, it will come naturally.

So, BETTER COME For CAROUSEL TO Watch MY PERFORMANCE! I feel i can do better than what i did in SYF!

"if Only i was a director, and has a grp of actors.i would write a script, =)"-Loysius the awesome


Stay tuned,for Act 1, Scene 2. :)

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