Hello! Welcome to my Main Blog. Name's Loysius & This is where i post my Daily/Personal stuffs/Rants & Productions. Birthday's on the 3rd of August. Many of my posts contains the thoughts up in my head & funny stuffs i encounter and current happenings. I'm a happy , loving & friendly guy. It's Peace, Not War for me so if you want hate, GTFO. i'm not easily angered also. unless you go too far, eh. :D
"The best way to get over something is to turn it into Literature.- Henry Miller"
Enjoy my Blog and feel free to Comment on anything, as you like, cause I love feedback! 'Réspondez s'il vous plaît' is a cool word!
The power to read minds.
HER
A pet cat,rabbit,etc
An ipod Touch!
(red)PSP slim
A W995 or W705!
A DSLR
Become a Voice Actor
A Drumset.
Sick My Duck T-Shirt!
Everything will get better.
"I Guess Loneliness is Underrated. Almighty Lord, Help Me." Background. Codes.
Updates pls, Schools Boring!
Schools reopen. and i just got away from some of the teachers scolding s on a close shave.
Had a great tok with Marilyn, MY DEAR BFF, i dunno how it became like that BUT, She's the best. really have to compliment her. it's really rare to actually find girls like her that experienced alot + Understands + Listens to ure sorrows and help solve them + knows what is important to keep silent about and what isn't.
Unlike some PPL, lols, that couldn't help but blurt everything out, and really did a great job faking everything up. Time. she shld actually express her talents on stage. XD
I miss Marliyn. And those that insults her are assholes, i think you shld get a life, go back to those filthy shitholes you live in and dictate to Rats and Cockroaches abt your fantasies of taking over some country. Srsly. Marilyn gave me some very interesting ideas and plans. she sounded good. lols. and she asked me to START AFRESH. START AFRESH. hmmm. sounds okay, but i think i've got a 50-50 % chance that it will work. And after all those scars, i don't think this 'mission' will succeed. Haiz. mordern 'warfare' these days. complicated. XD
I've asked critics in my class. One asked me to change my blogskin background according to the seasons, and she commented that now is not autumn so y put a background with leaves & squirrels. In my opinion, i felt that after changing this blogskin, i gave my blogskin a very, comfy and natural feeling, and it's like comortable to the eyes, comparing it to previous blogskins, which was like neon colors, making it upleasant to the eyes.
What do you think? do i nid to make a change of background? PLS tell me via the tagboard, i'm lazy to go make a poll.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 10:38 PM
Armor For Sleep.
Just Came Back from a Late Night Movie Outing With Zhehui, Rachel, Jessica & Siti Z & watched:
Transformers :Revenge Of The Fallen.
(from 7.30pm till 11pm i was out watching it.)
Loysius' Rating : ☺☺☺☺(Get Ready Popcorns,It's A MUST WATCH!)
My it WAS EPIC. it's like the best Transformers Movie Yet.(compared to the last one.) There Was More variety of Robots, More Action, More Robot Brawl , More Humour, More Talking And More HOTTIES.
I WAS BLOWN AWAY. srsly. and it was funny throughout. There Are New Characters, one as Sam's(Shia Lebeuf) new roomate in College, who is a Coward that's Afraid to die. another is a girl that Sam Met in College, Who is quite hot at first, but then was found to be something worse.
I don't wanna reveal much yet, coz it just came out YTD. All i can say is that this movie is for ppl that loves Action throughout the movie. and lots of military stuffs. YAY Like For Me :D
And MEGAN FOX!!! WOOOOO she's So HOT in this movie. Also another girl, which made her debut in this movie, Isabel Lucas, another hottie. These girls Actually made the film more interesting...XD
Megan Fox And Isabel Lucas. (click on pictures to enlarge)
Ain't any of the two in one of some man's Dreams?
I srsly Can't believe Megan lost the title of FHM's Sexiest Woman Alive to Cheryl Cole This Year, 2009. I mean like WTH. srsly. i've seen Cheryl and i don't think she deserves it. HAiz. Now Megan's second. Megan's still the Best. Shia Lebeuf is Such A LUCKY GUY. i'm jealous, u know. i'm an actor too. i wish i could act along with A girl like Megan next time ok, if i manage to get into the Acting industry. :D
Bah. Megan's A BOMB. nuff said. At first i didn't really felt that she was that BOOM, but after this Movie, Yeah. she is BOOM. :D
Wow enuff of Megan. now to Isabel Lucas. Heheh. she appeared in the screen as a BIG TIME SLUT, but her seductive skills is like Proness to the max. she tried to get Sam, to get his implanted thoughts of Ancient Cybertronian codes. But Sam stayed faithful,(hah like me) until she went 'girl on top' with Sam, OMGz hothothot,
BUT she was a Decepticon in disguise. SHE's A ROBOT! ARRRGH. especially the tongue part. EEEEE. what a waste. she was like a demon from then on. :(
Right. the show was Super good, i love the military intensity. Damned good. i love military stuffs. especially when i just got back from specs course. :D
After the movie walked around the whole of suntec finding for transport and a way out. LOL.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Friday, June 26, 2009, 12:07 AM
Land Quickie
Yo Wassup there readers. Nuthin? i bet it is.
Alright here to tell you, imma going off for a three days camp of Land Spec Course... Hope it ain't torture. Anything, Sms. not call. Calling can kill in this situations.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Monday, June 22, 2009, 6:34 AM
Appeal To Reason
Hey Readers, Friends, Bloghoppers, Anonymous readers, Haters, Ppl that doesn't give a shit.
Updates here.
it's freaking boring during this whole of holidays, i shld say i'm pissed with everythings that's happening, i'm crapping up,disintegrating into a stuck up guy behind a happy and mad smile.
Gay. effing Retarded. everything. if this is the 'down' in the qoute "life is like a rollercoaster, Full of ups and downs.", i hope that this coaster ride would go back up soon. Learnt lotsa stuffs in the holidays, stuffs that boostmy will and soul and knowledge. Great. just Great.Hardens everything.
"As every failure or mistakes goes, the smarter and more experienced one devoted one gets."
Seriously. And,
"Trust nobody other than ure own rightful self."
And,
"When trouble, problems, stress sets in, think positive of the negatives that may happen. Then evolve solutions from there. "
Woah. so cool right? somehow i though of them myself. :D
Gotta update my mixpod, the songs bore me to hell already. Well maybe i wouldn't even put songs on this blog already. it's like through the tagboard notices i wrote in the previous posts, no reactions. LOLs.
It's either Nobody gives a Shit to tag, Or, Nobody Visits. that explains my first line. :(
Or i may just give up Blogging, it's sucking time outta my life. or i just need counselling. Haiz. but it makes me feel better and other personal things to write stuffs here. XD
School Boy Humor Has come to Mixpod Rawrrrr! WOOOOO gonna put up their songs. :D and other great songs.
Have been watching Bobby Lee in Mad TV. I LOVE HIM INNIT. so funneh. One OF My Favourite Asian Actress/Comedian. Weeeeeeeeeee! XD
Here Are Some that makes me laugh so hard i had stomache cramps and face cramps:
Heheh. isn't he a joke. He is seriously funny, if u actually bother watching the stuffs i uploaded. gotta study for Land Spec course oreadi, do hmwk and get on with life.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Sunday, June 21, 2009, 3:05 PM
Party Quickbites
Hello fellow readers. :D
Imma Off to Joanne's Farewell Party.
Quite early for a 'Farewell' party though. She's only leaving in two months.
All I can Say is, if u visit, PLS Tag or comment me on my Cbox! Give it life again, i just made a new account out of the old one i made, Coz it doesn't have the refresh button.
And, I are super Sads.
My Auntie Just got Ammited to the General Hospital's ICU yesterday night outta Stroke. :( sadface. :(
wish she doesn't get into anything worse, and i'll pray for you, auntie.
Haiz. I is very sadz at e moment.
Bye!
Party Updates : I Clearly remembered the route to Joanne's Enormous house oreadi. But WTF she's going off to Mexico and i dun think i'll ever go there again.
Trust me, to have a garden 5-6 times bigger than mine and a personal pool table together with a dartboard complete with real darts is perfect luxury (for me only, i think?)
We, ALMOST played pool for whole day.Which is an okay thing for me, i don't get to play it alot anws. And, it's fun. i always wanted my own pool table. played and lost alot, HAHA but it was worth it, i gained pool shark experience,(pardon the PUN)
hanged out at the backyard of joanne's Crib. Till night. -.-
Indah the nominated best letting-the-cat-outta-bag 1970's toy pixie robot went home early and then called me and BLAHed a bunch of stuffs, that till now, i'm still laughing at the thought of it, WHEN, i'm supposed to beHell Angry.
Maybe it's just me. i think i'm just too nice and kind or like to happy to be made angry. this thing cannot be explained man, it's like u wanna behead someone but, at the back of ure mind, u just want to miss that blade when u send it to that person's head. Or, other stuffs. Gay. don't wanna dwell too much into it.
'But still, have to thank her for her Bunch of BLAHS, at least i know whats happening, FINALLY.'
My emotions are messed up. right now. I'm tired, bored, Happy, Angry & Sad. Haiz. i nid a breather or some time to unwind. :D
I think i recognize ppl super easily. Really. it's like my hidden skill or something. Saw Lovelle and Surprisingly, Mr Yang. in just one day. i nid to squint and think for a few second to make out Lovelle, she's like some young pretty lady smiling, I can't even make out whether she's someone i know at that time.
And, for Mr Yang, i met him after Joanne's party. i took the wrong freaking bus, Maybe is becozof all theBooze i had during the party, i took bus 174 instead of 74. so took 174 back again to KAP again & coincidently, saw Mr Yang, STARING at me from across the bus. LOLs. went over to chat with him. He's teaching now at Raffles girls i think. He still has that queer accent and still loves soccer. XD
thats it, lols.
'Good luck Joanne, will miss u loads and other mushy stuffs i'd rather say to someone else, You brightened up my Drama days, i still remember how we first met, HAHA it was super hilarious, I asked who was that girls doing the auditions for hamlet or a place in drama, and then u were really soft on stage, i encouraged u and stuffs, yeah.'
So will miss u when u go back Mexico, Pls watch ure hygiene and not get Swine flu, ( wow i sound worst than ure mom) & Thanks for teaching me some spanish, i rmb them and it is greatly appreciated, must stay in contact on the telephono yeah? :D
(I don't think she'll see this, but just in case.)
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Thursday, June 18, 2009, 11:50 AM
Y-Y-Y-yesterdays Glues, Todays memo.
Wow. Been downlooooaading lots of songs, HAHA, it's kinda hard, i wanna compile 50 new songs in my playlists and music files by this summer holiday. Speaking of summer, the days are really hot nowadays, not great to stay indoors but outdoors. Lols. i've been hitting the gym and the pool regularly now, Woots. Don't want an unhealthy Holiday. My Health have deteriorated. Greatly. I can cover at least 5-6 rounds on the treadmill before the holidays, but now, i can cover only 4 rounds and start to get tired. Haiz. i'm Lucky i still can do the same number of cycles on the weights.
I kinda like: Audience Of One~ rise against Don't Ask Me~ Ok Go Chasing The Night~The Maine HeartBeat~Scouting For Girls Everything I Ask For~ The Maine
&&& (emphasized)SCHOOL BOY HUMOR. Seriously. i've heard their songs, Woah, it impressed me, i wanna put them up, especially Camera Shy and Everyone Who Breathes. BUT no matter where i search, even imeem, i can't seem to find any of their songs, and so far i only got one, Hey Miss Wright. Haiz. demoralizing. Makes me only have one option : go buy their Album. Which, i dunno whether ordinary singapore Music stores sell their album other than HMV.
Camera Shy - SBH
Everyone Who Breathes - SBH
Yeah. They're so worthy to be on an ipod or any music player. :D
I've Been watching Cartoon movies online, like finding nemo and kung fu panda again, (all over again) and i was thinking, how cool will it be to be a voice actor. imagine, having an animation, a character that is nothing but pixels, but, because of your voice, it gave them life. and you get to stereotype, or mimic famous ppl and make use of your own unique voice.
I've got another wish, or maybe an ambition, Well, it just comes to me like that, I want to be a voice actor of a Famous cartoon movie or some character in some game.
U see, it's so much easier than acting on camera - u don't actually FAIL with all the emotions, and, u don't have to make do with all the critics. and your voice is recorded in a record company - just like the singers. :D
if i got a chance of doing that, i would really grab my chance. :D
and i wanna do a flash mob too, my Drama society have actually discussed abt it, BUT, the dungfacks sec ones made Dererick pissed and walk of the schools contract, i don't think we get the chance to do it anymore. D:
that's it, lols, i've guai- guai done my Eng HMWK. great progress eh? weeeeeeeeeee! haha, i self compliment. :D
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 7:32 PM
Technophilia? O.O
This is freaking funny. i've been using computer all day and night. and my DAD's revving up. he keeps on threatening me that he will block some content, probably MSN, coz he always hear the common 'don don dong' ringing everytime, and he say's he can't sleep coz my computer keeps on ringing some guitar sound in my com at night, (HAHA, i set that sound coz it's really loud and noisy So when ppl comes online, it goes 'DRUNGGCHUNCHEACHUNG') Or, he'll confiscate my laptop. :(
& my mom's Nagging me to go do homework, ESPECIALLY Mr John Ng's homework, rather than use the com, Coz during Parents Meeting, she saw Mr Ng and she remembers her Teacher back then in the 70's, where teachers looking like Mr John Ng are those really fierce kinds, And she kinda miss those kinda teachers for some reason, LOL, and she say that i shldn't upset this kinda teacher. (secretly, at the back of my mind, i think Mr John Ng's Charisma caught my Momma eye...) O.O YUCK . does he even have? or even if he has, i think it's those 'Old and Wise' Charisma.
Gulp. "Mom, where you heading to?" O.o
Haiz. maybe it's just me. i realized i HAVE been using the com too much and neglecting some outdoor stuffs. I did not go to the Class Chalet, 2g Class bbq... and just, Jarrett and Friends came to my house to invite me for Some sports, i rejected their offer, LOL, i actually have to revise for Spec Course, HAiz. I still go to the Gym though. :D
Imma deciding shld i join them jarrett friends. they're playing Guitar Heroes World Tour later. LOLS.
If This Is Technophilia, Which is, I think i made this [-philia] up, and gerald mentioned it before, i think i have it. I love using the technology. something like an internet/technology whore. In simple terms, it's Geek-without-the-IT-Savvy. :D
Updated, 2030 hrs :
I Want This Camera's Commercial's Background Music! :D
Sounds Nice eh? Want the song, even though it's just a short part of it.
The song's nice. the Woman's voice is unique. I can imagine it as a song by itself. NICE. and i think it's in a Foreign language...
OMGZ. it's French. (maybe) according to a comment found in the comments below the vid on youtube.
Seriously want it. And The Camera Too! :D
i can't stand my current Red one. Lika Dung.-.-
Right Here, Right Now, i'll post a dialogue i found Freaking Funny.
A Man Called his Girlfriend on his New Handphone:
Girlfriend: Hey! what's up!
Man: Hey baby girl. have u got the new Wizz Wireless camera phone?
Girlfriend: Well Yeah, My dad just got it for me last week.
Man: Alright! [excited] check out the new picture i just sent you!
Girlfriend: Okay!.....
Girlfriend:EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! What is that jeremy?
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Monday, June 15, 2009, 1:44 PM
Abjured,bored,little one.
Damned freaking bored. right now. srsly. been sleeping for no reason on and off and twittering. SUCKS. and i don't wanna do homework, revise for Land Spec Course and everything. Just plain Lazy. XD
HAHA. played SSM with Juliana and indah on MSN. one of the most enjoyable ones. And, we're all named different animals, i got dog. :) Shld i be happy, sad or nuetral? LOLs. being called a dog is so insultive nowadays. All becoz People relate dog behaviors to obedient Humans. Haiz. when will ppl ever have the LOVE?
Whatever. i am not that sensitive anws. it's a game. i just want to say it to all those mean ppl out there who calls their friends dogs. Trust me. School is like a small society, a society where little ones learn how the real society will be next time when they start working. and in that society, i've seen many ppl calling obedient, innocent ppl dogs. HAHA, coz imma one of them that calls friends that :X
teehee,
thats it, imma feeling real bored, wanna go watch Madtv and other stuffs on youtube, Adios,Amigo. :)
13 june, Saturday: Wow. woke up super late. 1pm. -.- all i know is that im not the only one, Juliana woke up 3hrs later, LOL, asking for Macdonalds home delivery no. XD
Toyed with Twitter. HEH, i keep on toking abt twitter nowadays, lol, probably becoz i think it's a waste of time at first, BUT, after knowing that it's coming out on XBOX 360 this Fall with facebook["Thank You So Much Felicia Day!"], i went to check it out. SO FUN, i love following ppl now, HAHA and updating statuses, So if u do have a Twitter too, FOLLOW ME! :D
Got some funny media. FI.NA.LLY. something that i think can make u crack or, tickle your funny bone. well. maybe . :X
When your clothes goes all wrong, We won't blame you with a little flaming... :D
He's so adorable. seriously.
this is one really ironic one.i didn't expect it to end like that at first.
Again, a DOG got her into trouble. That's Sarah Silverman btw, she's a comedian. :D
Well that's it,i don't think any other media i find can be put up on my blog, some are Sick humour, which are funny too but inappropriate, and some are just too lame and low quality.
Went to Vivo at five. wanted to watch movies at first, but my dad didn't want to go together. so we just shopped. i went to Topman as usual and LOL, saw Sofia at Topshop, she was wearing a blue hairband, we waved and said "Hey!" at the same time, it was freaking wierd as it was surprising to see her there, HAHs.
got two t-shirts and then followed along with Daddy and Momma to giant to buy stuffs. FREAKING BORING.
Actually, was invited for some 2G reunion bbq at Julia's place today. but i skipped it, i don't have the urge to go and i don't wanna see any of the 2G ppls face again, i hate my past, Sec two wasn't memorable for me. don't wanna relive it again. going there will only make me feel irritated and moody. so yeah.
Man, i got to sleep , but my whole family's staying up late to watch late night online movies.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Friday, June 12, 2009, 4:57 PM
So clever, it's Dumb. Zoo-ie?
So wrong, it's right. XD it's whats happening now. I've got so many things to blog, i can even forget what to blog. I blog only when i'm bored. Just so you know. so if u see many updates, u know my status. :D
Went to the Zoo! with Joey, Claudia, Gerald, Ming Keat & Ding Quan. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY. seriously. i LOLed so much that i got stomache cramps. XD
got to Zoo this morning. Was so fun. visited many animals, and i will post pictures that i felt was so cool, LOL, something Super funny happened, when we got to the pony farm, Stuffs got outta hand, I dun wanna make it obvious as i know Someone will definitely read this , LOL! haha, all i can say is, the pony we saw got horny for some reason, and it was coincidental that someone was near that pony at that time. something private stood up, XD and when she walked away, the private thing of the pony slowly contracts. YUCCKK. but SUPER FUNNY if u were there. XD
All i can say is, after this incident, I know that Ponies are not that innocent after all... XD it was just freaking hilarious. if u wanna know, just ask me. XD
Saw Four 'Fishing Rods' today, teehee, i know u will never understand what 'Fishing Rods' means, it is a clever method made up by jarrett and me. All of them were freaking hot and pretty. Me and DQ was toking abt them non stop and *.* when we saw them. Wahh. it was an experience man. I prefer all of them, they were all wonderful, but DQ beg to differ for the first 'fishing rod' i saw. Fk him. it was one of the normal & simple beauty kind. i like. :D
Picture time!
this is my most Faved picture. MY CONVERSE GLOWS IN THE DARK! woooo! limited edition! XD
This group of Otters responded to my call and approached me in a group - the one in front was like a mafia gang Leader,they were like reporting to me, like i'm a mafia godfather. LOL!
Gruesome cheesy-cola fries made by Me, Gerald & Joey. it was super boring in KFC. so yeah. :D
Nice pic of a horse. :)
This is Joey, LOL haha it's a baby Kangaroo. XD
LOLs. it was one hell of a day. XD
Some personal stuffs now(summarised):
I hate ripoffs. ripoffs of things that are Alpha good and Rip Offs of things that i like sucks. i think those that produce Ripoffs shld just get a life.
Spec Course test Was Freakin HARD. although i managed to ans alot of Qns, i had big problems with Navigation , Comapass & Tides Qns. I wish i will not fail. at least get a 3rd Sergent rank. But best is 2nd sergent lah. Bends and hitches i think had killed me. if i fail, i think its coz of bends and hitches. :(
I found out something vital to my life. i shld not look down on others and discriminate. i feel that i shld treat everybody equal. Coz, someone i shun away from ppl and friends that could actually be useful, in fact, everybody WE know will one day be the ones that we need help from. so yeah. BUT for some, that wouldn't help at all and are stuck up with life, i know. they are all DUNGS.
Suddenly, i feel that the song, Thunder, By Boys like Girls, is my lifes theme song right now. listen to the lyrics of it and u will know why.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 7:20 PM
Spec Course quickie + Stuffs, :p
Attended Spec course today. Was hell boring, And Full of Stuffs to remember. Wah this will be a quickie, i just want to update my blog, it was dead, with all that complaining and Ranting, So, Gotta stop all those things. :D
I am not ready - honestly, reading the spec course manual can give you the headaches, But what i'm happy abt is that some parts, Are common sense. The instructor who though us throughout the course said that Seamanship, is Common sense. LOL. he was a great engaging instructor. i dunno why. i feel that indians and other races are so heartwarming, it makes me wanna listen to them. :D
Bends and Hitches. Probably my killer in the course. i'm so afraid i will crap up there. especially splicing.
I really wish to pass this whole course, make it a worthy one of my time. Gotta put aside this computer, Games, other thoughts & school HMWK. and shit, i still got Hamlet lines to rmb,,,, :(
DANG. i rmber. i HAVE to cut my hair. Attire check for specs course is MAD strict. no short hair, outta specs course. i planned to leave it long, :(
My DAD is srsly playing a FOOL ytd night. i was SUPER NERVOUS abt Spec Course and wanted my CPL rank on, but he dragged till 11 and put it on for me with the most ridiculous thing on earth. SUPER GLUE. wth.
Me: WHAAAT? PA! Dad: Hahahaha, (with that "sorry!" smiling face) Me: how am i gonna go for spec course? ARHHHH why did u even put SUPER GLUE on it when common sense tells you it will crap the shirt up? ~ANGRY FACE~ Dad: Sorry lah, i just wanna try it out. look, it looks ok what! so hard and stiff! hehehe, if ure officer question you abt this you say it's your dads special way and new technology of putting on ranks luh, (smiles paiseh-ly) Me: Oh my Gosh... haiz...i srsly...this is my ncc.... ahh nvm. thnks anyway ._. (i walked out of the room.) Dad: (took the No. 3 Uni and mingled with the rank again.)
He kinda regretted it. he tried correcting it by sewing it again with a sewing machine WITH the glue on it. well everyone makes mistakes. All i can do now its that if i get my Sergent rank, i will go get a new No. 3 uni from beach road or whatever and sew it on. :D
I'm gonna leave this post with a few videos, Some are animals, they're so cute, Wait, i think i'll only post one on animals, and one Freaking Dumb one XD
It's like an Automatic way to put it to bed. :D
This is SO Dumb i Laughed. don't be fooled by it's cover, watch it.
well thats it, i'm gonna post again, BUT now, Back to my Super thick Manual for Spec Course, and not forgetting my rope.... HAiz.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Sunday, June 7, 2009, 9:09 PM
A DramAstonishing! Farewell.+ Night Cycling :p
Caution: This post may be too long for u to read or if u can't take Mushy-ness and Ranting. If u skipped reading it, it is understandable. Another day to the Drama camp.Got there with a happy mood that this day would be better than the previous two,And surprisingly Heheh, it did.
Took Lots of pics. AND ALL ARE POSTED ON FACEBOOK. please head there and get the full picture rather than a bunch of words.
Everything was wonderful, everybody's happy, nothin went bad except the disgusting school food, LOL.i packed for The upcoming Night-Cycling, Yes! as i tot that i can make it. HAHA, i was in some fashion programme, LOL, but it was cancelled. Indah and Joanne chee was playing retarded stuffs with me in the drama storeroom, i as the Mall Guard, Indah while trying on her choosen dress for the fashion show as a customer,and joanne chee as some kung fu girl master. HAHAHA, it was so dumb that it could make u laugh. Then, was the time where i actually helped in the Sec one with the NLB play. it was HARD WORK training them. srsly.
While decorating the Pa rooms, Indah told me something that she remembered from a long time ago, and, immediately she spoilt my day. Haiz. She almost make me Breakdown. but i bit my lips, and thought positively. At that time i was wishing so much that i would go back to the good times, when i can feel it. feel how 'heaven' is like. Again. :(
i realised that i have been blaming myself of how slow i am to actually sense 'heaven' , Or, why must Someone get in our way by being Kaypo and spilling beans out. It's inevitable. This is where the so called 'Complicated' comes in. Many thoughts come from many different points of views, probably, in the other party's world, it ain't that bad, or it's even worse. :(
one word. Regret. i srsly Regret. Is what had happened inevitable? is this a Curse? Felt really really bad throughout the whole of decorations. i keep rmbering ___,and the times, and how cute ___ was, that when at the back of my mind, knew that she Had a thing for me. And only now i found out that she does. NOW. the time when everythings done and over. :(
I am always here, But you're here for a week, then gone again. - Relations,
FOR the whole day i've been dwelling on it like an extremely hard Examination Q. i wanna scold indah for taking so long just to tell me,when everything has gone stale. BUT, another half of me wants to really thank her for telling me rather than keeping it forever.
Everything was bad. real bad. i was stoning the whole of the seniors farewell, And i hate it when ppl break my stone, coz i was thinking deeply, And they will ask, "Y so Emo?" Like WTH?but i wasn't that mean, they actually cared.
If onlyGod came down to earth and picked me as a lucky boy to have two wishes, i would want to have a time machine, One that can bring me back and change history. &, grant me the power of reading ppls minds. Well, especially ___ mind, maybe.
NIGHT CYCLING: Then after seniors night, i rushed down to attend for night cycling. Heheh. again. it sounds really enjoyable at first, but on the Bus, again, my whole NIGHT is spoilt. By miss OH. she paired me with an inexperienced biker named Charlton on a Double bike. I was :O when i heard that it was him. He has weight issues,and Also....HAIZ. Set off knowing that it's gonna get freaking tiring for me the whole night. the trip to our destination was SUPER TOUGH. coz nobody or nothing motivates my dear little chubby Charlton to paddle faster and sync with my paddling. i was dead beat and sweating much. Again, I'm not so mean, i played happy in front of him.
Bike Buddied- with Juliana and Kim. SCHMANZ, they're the only reason that made me happy whilst riding with Charlton. I Love them girls. srsly, ._.
Starting My Doubles with Charlton on was Hell. it's like starting an Ancient Truck that won't budge. In the trip back to East coast, I Had it. i entertained Charlton, Like sing songs, Ask him to paddle faster, Made jokes to keep him happily awake. I kept him Motivated, HAHAHA, it was my most prized achievement of the Night, i made him actually paddle faster better and stuffs. Kim and Juliana's Doubles was Super fast, i dunno why, i Suspect Kim Drank alcohol secretly in school before heading for this,HAHA!XD or rather, Juliana is lighter than Charlton dear. :(
I dunno whats the problem,only the bike with charton on always had gears loosening and getting off. LOL, what a joke. HAHA, nvr in my life had i rode normally and the gears just fail by itself. XD When we got back i was so tired that i slept standing up. OMG. so paiseh leh,.. WTH. AND that Charlton still has the energy to stay awake for the rest of the night -.-
SO TIRED that i don't wanna tok. Haiz. I think i'm cursed.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Thursday, June 4, 2009, 2:25 PM
Experiencing One Man's Poison.
Whew! ._. got back from Drama camp and the first thing i did when i got back home is Sleep. was freaking tired. And till now i still feel like a zombie. Haiz. gotta get ready for tmr, The seniors farewell dinner. the seniors deserves a memorable one, and i really want to learn from them the skill to convince and the skills of leadership. Coz seriously,experiencing what they had experienced managing Drama is like a rollercoaster ride in the land of perfectionists. :D Hope tmr goes well and more ppl would be Enthu & participate in stuffs,
&&&, i didn't want to blog about the Drama Camp we had, i want to post some vids and and stuffs, BUT I FELT THAT THERE WAS A NEED TO. srsly. if not, One man's misleading and wrong judgement may be another 14 man's poison. Coz sometimes, things just must be seen in other people's shoes. I'll post a Long post abt Drama camp! tmr,right now i need time to regenerate(Sleep like a log)
Will definitely update, And Shucks, i feel damned irritated, Coz tmr's End time for the seniors night may merge with my night cycling time, SIAN I MAY MISS IT, but will tok to randall abt it. :'( i am SAD now.
Update(A long one): Right now. Yes. The camp was HORRENDOUS. srsly. But SUPER FUN. this is the first time the exco's actually lead a bigger event. It was Freakin hard for me i dunno, maybe for the other seniors too,Heheh, i don't wanna mention some,Which has a proper high post in the exco community, but does nothin at all, just by standing at a corner to just 'show that __'_ there'. I was dissapointed, nothing went into the juniors minds except the fact that oh ,this drama camp is so slack and we had fun too, lol. This camp was named as Drama leadership Camp. But, i don't think any juniors know how to lead, or any other ppl in drama. The exco members,( i don't wanna include myself inside right now) and me was lost at a moment,not knowing what to actually start off the Day with. In the Afternoon, after everything, Everybody was playing, not thinking up stuffs for the Seniors night. SLACKING IS THE WORD. and, when everybody's doing that, Guess what the EXCO's are doing? Using their computer. watching gay stuffs.
Sometimes, well, i'm no grumpy f8cked up guy that gets angry and pissed easily, but i felt that it was so retarded staying around the PA not doing a thing. I felt that what we should be doing actually is actually teach all the Sec ones the skills of acting,rather than what we were doing at that time. Speaking of the sec ones, After all this, They were actually decent enough, Matthew wasn't so naughty, and many other sec 1's actually listens to me, i dunno, maybe they are scolded wrongly, i felt that they gave me enough respect, but not to the extent that they have to listen to me like a Dog. Still, somebody actually scolds like WAHHH, they are so undiscipline and disrespectful. In fact, the ppl that doesn't set a good example Was The Seniors. Srsly. like, during Lights out, it was the juniors who were the ones actually sleeping, Although it WAS LIKE A SUANA IN THE PA Without Aircon,theay actually listens and slept. THE SENIORS> heh, were the ones actually defying the 'In Charges' every word. i was asking them to go and sleep and not move so they would not feel hot, But they didn't. I Was particularly impressed By Venessa, She actually slept soundly throughout the whole night. Wow, if only all ppl in the drama was like that, even me. Coz, i also couldn't take the heat in the PA, it wasn't heat actually, it was stuffiness, that makes u feel warm. so we all headed outside to the cooling winds. Heheh, All of us Camped in a Com lab that was not locked, HAHA and we actually enjoyed aircon there. One By One, everybody woke up and did not sleep. Haiz.
Second day's morning, was my time to Lead Pt. Firstly, it was freaking hard to wake them up coz of YTD night's problem. Secondly, to get them to gather. Thirdly, Get them to spread out. Fourthly, get them to run together with a proper pace. Everything was a prroblem. That's the reason for my title, Being a Senior and taking charge of the Drama ppl was like experiencing my previous Seniors Hardship and problems. Ever Since, i felt that if there was such thing as, Ppl actually taking the IC title over me, i would definitely cooperate. This is what i want All the juniors to actaully feel. FEEL THE PRESSURE.>
Other than that, everything went as per normal as what i said, SLACKING AGAIN.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 12:46 AM
Drama Camp siols! :p
Hey dear readers, I'll be off to Drama Leadership Camp For Three Days. & maybe will be coming back by tuesday night, 2 June. Anything to tell me or to ask pls call my no. or sms. :)
Those of You who Knows my Shld know my number, i'm not posting it in public and create a big fuss, so yeah.
JUST WISH THAT I WOULD HAVE FUN THERE. Schmanz Shitzels. Poopsicles. Hawtdawgs. Dang-Dung.