4 more days till my first younger sister's birthday. 4 fucking days. SHIT. i'm lost. i'm lost. i'm lost. i'm lost. :S

i really dunno what to get her. what does she want? i dunno. what does she need? a phone probably? but that would be way off my budget. WHAT MAN. WHAT! :(

it's sad eh? for a brother to not know what to get for his sis on her birthday. about a month ago my dad have already been secretly reminding me about my sisters birthday. OH WELL it's coming. IN 4 DAYS. :(

I thought of cooking a dish for her, hoping that she would be touched. and also, i have another plan to buy her a gift. Or both for plan C. I admit i have never treated my sister very well. we always end up in quarrels. So this time, i wanna prove to her that i can treat her better on her birthday than a completely worthless friend. she said she wished she was that completely worthless friend, so that i would buy fancy stuff for her on her birthday. Man, after hearing that, i felt so guilty.

Indeed, she was jealous, or rather saddened that i actually bought something i have never bought before for her for a now worthless friend. i've gave it a thought. THAT FRIEND REALLY IS WORTHLESS. like wtf, thinking of it makes my blood boil. ( i'm angry at myself for treating a stranger better than a a member of my family.)

So yes i'm stuck. really. i've only got 4 freakin days. please help me if you can, readers. i'll really appreciate it much much. especially you girl readers,
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