Right, this goes on as a conversation as i remembered, it's about a week ago, i think. Me and Joyce Cooper was chowing at Anchorpoint KFC. i found out that it was a really good time to ask her a question, the QUESTION i have been longing for an answer. But I took it slow, i dunno if you can actually read the whole conversation but, this is how it went....

We settled down on the table and:

Me: wow. you're just eating a Shroom burger? is that really enough for you?
Joyce: yeah. what's wrong? i'm not like you, eating so much. i'm a girl ok, and Cheese fries are so unhealthy.
Me: hey i'm h-
Joyce: and Just thinking of it makes me feel fat.
Me: HAHA okay?
Joyce: erm can we like, talk later and start eating?
Me: oh yeah heh, sure. :D

~a moment later, after finishing our meals...~

Me: Erm, Joyce, i don't mean to be like all PIGLET and ask stupid questions to reassure friendship and stuffs, but QQ, quick question, what am i to you?
Joyce: What?... huh, why are you asking that?
Me: Erm no i'm just curious... you know...

Joyce: You're my good friend! *smile*
Me: heh, nah i just... wait you mean thats all?!
Joyce: mmhmm.
Me: But.. then why do i feel that you're treating me more than just the simple term, 'Friends?'
Joyce: what? what terms??
Me: cause, erm, it's kinda like best friends BUT, you call me out more than your other girl friends, you tell me secrets that you haven't told a soul before, you love the songs i love, we clikc really well, you confide me when you're in trouble with bitches, you also treat me differently from other guys you're around with... and, i can sense that you trust me more than... you know, many people.
Joyce: O.O

Me: what? ain't that true?
Joyce: No... I treat you like that coz i know you can be trus-
Me: i know you don't want us to be in relationships and all but, do you secretly... treat me like you know... a BF?
Joyce: HAHAHAHAHA! XD
Me: AYEheh, whats so funny?
Joyce: a BF?
Me: yeah you know, meaning boyfriend-
Joyce: AAH! best friends.
Me: Oh... so i didn't stand a chance, Your Royal Highness. :(
Joyce: haha, NO, when did i say that.

Me: Okay, then why? why ? why all this nice treatment? why can't we just-
Joyce: well, treating you special and or nice doesn't mean we anything out of the norm-
Me: no, hey no, why can't we just say we're in a relationship openly like... okay, i know you don't want to be labelled, you don't like relationships, and ALSO, why are you always treating my like so mean and ICE cold when-
Joyce: Hehh BECAUSE YOU .....jlsihtekliluenkshtrjsojltjl...
Me: Huh? why are you mumbling?
Joyce: Cause you ...lsihtekstlilinenkshKtrjojljl...
Me: O.o?
Joyce: Ah nevermind lah.

i dunno what she was trying to imply, but i continued on...

Me: But Joyce, it's agonizing for me to be like all, it's... it's like cheese fries, the fries will only taste Brilliant and delicious when it is coated with cheese and Mayo, and without it it's just plain and boring. I have lived almost, if not, all the days in total silence, away from you an-
Joyce: Loysius, it's cheese fries not love-
Me: wait let me finish..,And when all the days are added up together, it's like... THREE months, Joyce. or even more than that. i even lost count, and also, i have never been mean or douchy towards you, but you treat me like i'm some invisible asshole, how can a man like me EVER not go SANE?

Joyce: LOYSIUS!!
Me: sheesh! ok. what.
Joyce: Stop being so DELUSIONAL please?! it ain't that complic-
Me: WHAT? i am? i'm not and thats bullshit. I've been driven up the wall and i hope you know that.
Joyce: OK then STOP OVERTHINKING, please! can you just calm down alittle?
Me: shit... okay, i'm so sorry... alright calmiming down...

Joyce: You know what. we should stop doing this all day.
Me: stop what?
Joyce: Look, Loy, all we do is argue!
Me: NO, not all the time... well ok. i'm sorry, i just lost it just now, but seriously i'm confused and stuff you know. I had many sleepless nights and had wierd drea-

Joyce: HAHA. you chill first. and-
Me: ok i'm chilli-
Joyce: SHH.
Me: :X

She looked into her bag and took out a small piece of paper and started writing something on it. i was AGAIN, confused and curious about what she was doing, but i kept quiet and watched her closely.

after writing, she folded it, grabbed my hands and stuffed it in, and closed my palm.

Joyce: read this Loy! and have fun finding the answer. :D and finish your meal. i have to go oreadi, have to go meet my brother. take cares, and bye!
Me: Huh? wait... Bye...

... AND she walked off. i unfolded the paper and read it. this is what it said:

well, i obeyed, and flipped the piece of paper. then it said:

Me: FFFfUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

Labels: Joyce Cooper, Paradox, Starstrukk