I need intimate love.

Before you read this, i have to warn you, i'm gonna be really honest and write every detail of things that happened. there's mature stuffs, so if you can't take sick stuffs, go suck a lollipop in the toilet. :)
Life, Can get really depressing sometimes.
Well i can tell you, today sucked. went out with Rachel Yeo and Jia Qi again to watch When in Rome... Again. The queue at the theatre was super long, we couldn't get good ticks for Clash of the titans and even, when in Rome too.
Shopped the whole of vivo while waiting for the time for the show. I couldn't Get WHAT I WANT!!!!! :( wanted to get this cool hoodie, but i was scared i don't wear it much. was super sad sia.
So, the show started, i was at my seats. as the lights dimmed, a few caucasians came in, two of them sat at the seats beside me. it was a girl and a guy, both looking really small sized, with the girl wearing a black low-cut top and leopard print short skirt. that little dude was wearing a red checkered shirt over a grey t shirt, and jeans.
Then when the show starts, they started making out. i mean really- straight when the movie shows it's starting credits, they started kissing. KISSING. FRENCH KISSING. ALL BESIDE ME. to think i was attracted to that girl at first, coz she was dead hot. (in my opinion.)
towards the first quarter of the show, they started getting really saucy. it was that girl that was all over that guy- she's taller than him, that guy is like what, looking smaller than justin bieber? & i mean even if they were bf/gf, they're SO YOUNG.
Then they started lying on the seats- ALL BESIDE ME. i was a little disgusted, i was thinking like what, i bought the ticks just to see little kids making out. ._.
Trust me, they were horrible. or rather that girl was horrible. she started lying on top of that little dude, and i could even hear their tongue lolling in their mouths and their lips smooching THROUGHOUT THE SHOW. i mean come on. 2-3hrs with tongue in your mouths? wow what a long kiss. i think i'll never even hit an hour & a half in my entire life. :(
Also, that little dude keeps on slipping his fingers/hands into that girl's shirt to grab/touch her boobs. Yes. touching all around.(for a petite little girl like her she sure has a rather large boobs.) I couldn't help but notice, it was all so obvious coz they were doing all that BESIDE ME. hell i was unlucky. Or was i? hahaha.
I felt really really demoralized, that that girl that i was attracted to for less than five minutes just made out like that. trust me, it wasn't the show that influenced them. they weren't even paying attention to the show anyway, except for some funny parts, which that girl laughed. what a waste of money.
seeing all that, i got really depressed. i'm like fuck, some kid that's like ages smaller than me could actually make out with a really gorgeous girl just like that. i haven't even get to get intimate with a girl at all, let alone having a girl all over me and licking up all my saliva in my mouth. how sad.
I don't even have a chance to feel what love between two strangers who met feels like. what intimacy feels like. what the whole thing is all about. What is love anyway? ._.
well i'm a sucker for love i guess.
Kids these days disgust me. the younger they are the more able they are. i think i'm just losing out.
Labels: Kids these days disgust me.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Sunday, April 4, 2010, 2:02 PM