First of all before posting other stuffs, i wanna wish my sis a Happy Birthday!
but,a day older means a day nearer towards death.
Death,is the permanent termination of the biological functions that define a living organism.
but i beg to differ.
March.a month that's supposed to be merry,happy and peaceful.but i don' think so.
my father's sister's husband's mother, or simply put,my grandaunt,passed away,on this date.
the day of my sister's birthday.
she was a strong woman,who could live the astounding age of 94.what a person to respect and give honors to.
She is believed to have gone through the world war 2 as a communist towards the Japanese.
she actually held a weapon and fought.imagine that,a woman in the nineteen century,taking up a mans role,defending the country.
she actually survived,and lived till now. i should actually call her a cat.the one with nine lives,the one that cheats death.
she fell for two times,both that could take her life away.
One,she was healthy then.at the age of 89.she was painting her toilet by herself,as it was already chipping off.my aunt is a person with low income so she could'nt take care of my grandaunt much.so,grandauntie climbed on a ladder and painted a ceiling.
Perhaps even now, i think u know what happened next.she fell.
think about it,a woman in her 80s falling from a ladder at 1.8 -1.9 metres height.her backbone twisted and was sent to the hospital to the ICU.She recovered two-three months later,but with a bad result.her backbone is forever curved,hunchbacked.it hurts,everytime i meet her in the New Years.
thats it- the new years.its the only time i meet her,to see the happy smile and satisfaction just because someone has visited her.her eyes,in every visit,sank into her eye sockets slowly,it made it seem that she had really small eyes.but,the happiness on her face was so amazing and warmth,that her starry blue eyes would make you smile too.
The second one was when she fell off her bed,to the floor,at the age of 91. she was injured and was sent to a clinic. a person so old wouldn't go throught a fall like that without a scratch.with her back condition,the fall worsened it.but still she lived on.
Once i prayed for her to live till the age of hundred,so we could have a Great celebration for her.
But even the strong has a weakness,and no man could ever fight mother nature.
Most recently,she fell again & this time she had it.she was admitted to the hospital serverely injured from a fall in the toilet.BECOZ ITS WET.
to see her in agony on her hospital bed was really heart piercing.

Ater a few weeks,she's gone.brain dead.taken back to God and his Kindom.
But,surprisingly,her heart,Is still moving.beating,pumping blood.
thats why,i wanna dedicate this post for her.
SHE WAS A STRONG WOMAN.EVEN AFTER DEATH,HER HEART NEVER DIES.
And ,its still beating now as every second goes by.
she has a heart to live,and wants to stay alive,but god forbids.
her strength to live is Great. i respect her fully.

March.during this month i learnt something.
sometimes my prayers doesn't work.am i not praying hard enough,or is there......god?
I mean,i don't wanna doubt him,but he could have done something to reply my prayers,for a friend of mine,and to the dear me.Two persons have died in just a month.backed up by my prayers.
God forbid.
again i assume,I'm a Forsaken Child,of Father,The one who created the worlds.

May your soul continue to live on,dear Nai Nai,
your memories engraved in my mind will never fade away.
and to the friend of mine's loved one,rest in peace.

Adieu.

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