I think the previous post is all in the mind. It's my mind playing tricks on me i suppose.
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By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Sunday, May 23, 2010, 10:52 PM
Call for revival.
Sometimes i don't know what my cellphone is for. what, my little computer? the whole wifi-can-connect-to-the-web thing is just an add on not what it's invented for. Now, i find myself using the phone for Twitter, Facebook, tumblr, blogging surfing the net and all the other stuffs that i can use on the computer more than i use what a PHONE is made for.
You see, My point is, that i don't get anymore texts. i don't get anymore calls. it's been weeks. and the only messages and calls i get are from my family or from my tutor.
Not that i don't sms people, ii do, and if you send me something i would gladly reply. i only get it once in a while thats why.
SO, this is what makes me think, do others even think of me? do i even exist in their world? i must be such a small impact to their lives, that they do not even want to communicate with me. that's why i've been saying that i'm just a small fry.
But I started thinking in the more, positive side. maybe i'm been using twitter, MSN, facebook too much that people think that they can contact me better and faster through that way. so I
stopped using twitter for a day - nobody called or texted.
I don't facebook much anymore. -same results.
I shut myself away from Ebuddy and MSN - same results.
WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY. :(
Have you lovely folks forgot that i have a handphone, and you can text or call me?
Besides, I feel many friends either drifting away or turning into Temp friends. (friends that you occasionally go with)
Man, i just feel demoralized by life and really lonely Lately. like everythings slowly falls apart. I know it's like they say, Things change, Boundaries shift. New alliances made, old alliances forgottened. it's INEVITABLE. I really really hope it's not anything that's wrong about me lately that's causing this drastic change.
I've never been even quite happy lately, since the end of MYE. I can't really even smile genuinely.
If it really is something wrong with me lately then please dear reader, if you know me and you know the answer, Tell me about it. :) there are ways to contact me, through the Shoutbox, email, facebook twitter everything. :)
I just wanna live my life i had. coz i can't move on from here, i'm stuck, i can't adapt.
Labels: RANT.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Saturday, May 22, 2010, 6:34 PM
Intimacy along with The Uke! :D
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Saturday, May 8, 2010, 1:23 PM