Hello! Welcome to my Main Blog. Name's Loysius & This is where i post my Daily/Personal stuffs/Rants & Productions. Birthday's on the 3rd of August. Many of my posts contains the thoughts up in my head & funny stuffs i encounter and current happenings. I'm a happy , loving & friendly guy. It's Peace, Not War for me so if you want hate, GTFO. i'm not easily angered also. unless you go too far, eh. :D
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♥ Zooey Deschanel. *o*
ZOOEY DESCHANEL.
♥MY HEART JUST MELTED by seeing this picture.♥
GOSH. how much i love her in this picture. I FEEL LIKE HUGGING HER. >.< I don't know how much i can say that i'm in love with her. She's like perfect to the max. voice, face, body.... i just haven't got along with her though. so i don't know how her character is like. BUT STILL.
i've never seen people this perfect, beautiful and pretty before. she's whatever my vocab can bring me to describes someone as beautiful. LOL i'm Ranting. but still.
THe first time i got to know her was when i watched the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy. i immediately fell in LOVE.
SHE IS MY DREAM GIRL. that is in reality!!! if i ever get to see her in person i would go mad. Just like Leah Dizon.
Too bad she's married too, to that Ben from Death Cab From Cutie. D:
Yes just Pearly herself - nobody else was free to go watch a movie with me then. how sad my circle of friends are. :(
Yupps. Dear John was a great movie. a movie i liked. not like Love Happens that bullshit stupid show. anyway. yeah. i actually wanted to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief but Pearly watched it. She thinks Dear John was gonna suck, but it didn't. she was super excited after the show though, talking about it like yeah.
Caught up with her at LJS, it was her first time in 4 years of us knowing each other that she went out with me, & my first time i went out with only one person for a movie. Savvy eh.
I can relate to alot of parts for Dear John, but my motive in watching a movie at that day was: - to understand why Lovelle would cry 3 times in that movie ( i even brought tissues just in case i really cried HAHAHA) - I was curious bout it and that amanda seyfreid was pretty - to get my Band from Pearly. ( she's been making a band for meh)
After the Movie, i went to meet Rachel, Ethan Jia Qi and Abrams for dinner. but they ate before meh and stared at me eating BK. HAHAHA.
Later went shopping at Orchard Central, bought my post-its to replace the one that damn Yang lost. And Me, Ethan and Abs Found something Really cool for us MAN there. but I digress. :D
Hello Guise. haven't been updating myself lately cause i'm busy, and my week was rather boring. also, my keep missing my computer schedule time. This week was Fairfield's INSANE TESTS WEEK.
Currently eating Korean spicy noodles while writing this post. Mmmmm.
Anyway, Here are the highlights for the week:
@ Went to the library on thursday with Yun Xin, Joey, Leon and Claudia to study. it started out well, we really did some work but then got bored and restless. Yun went to take a Picasso book, we all were engrossed in His masterpieces, but then again, we felt bored of it and started playing Indian poker. (my gosh how i wish Blogger has a reblog button like tumblr too.)
HAHAHAHHA. it was really fun. we did it with post-it's btw, so it wasn't really indian poker but inspired by it. post-its stuck on forehead, guess the word written on it with the help of other players. that simple. Was about to start when Luke, Junjie, Joey and Shi min came to join us.
The words i got was all with the letter T. i just don't geddit. HAHA. they are Turtle, Twitter & Tennis. XD
@ I hate Miss Alicia Yang now. she's annoying and can't teach. she took my bunch of post it's and lost it, which was okay if she did try to search for i- but she didn't i was fucking angry and wrote a long list of negative things about her. i won't write it here although i'm really tempted.
I want Mr Firhad back. oh and with that,
@ Saw Mr Firhad when we were going to the Library!!! he was on the ACS bus stop, and got on the same bus as us. When i saw him through the top deck window i so wanted to just whack him- but yet i kinda missed him alot so i didn't. so yeah when he got up the bus he was shushing us for not making so much noise again (we actually was so excited we shouted Mr firhad so loudly in the bus) then he kept saying that he missed Drama and all the fairfield people (except owyong i think) and that his first month at ACS was super sad. he can't come back coz of his one year contract there though. D':
drama is kinda crapped up without him. JUST SAYING.
@ Indah that lying trickster tricked me into eating a fucking disgusting sweet that was super spicy and leaves a disgusting taste and smell in your mouth and nasal cavity. i don't know where the hell she bought it but srsly- it was actually meant to be an apology sweet lah. which got me really angry after she offered it. i just wasn't that expressive then. oh well. learnt my lesson- never accept gifts from her anymore; or check if it's lethal first.
@ Miss Nio and Miss Chan came back to pay us a visit! missed those two teachers much!!!! especially miss nio, which i heard from her she's gonna head back to Fairfield to teach us again in July. LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! :D
now i'm thinking if theres anymore cool stuffs that happened. but i can't think of any. OH, i always update my tumblr everytime, so go check it out! it's at the About me sidebar. :D that's about it, my whole week summarised. :D
(PS: And stop it about Joyce Cooper, those of you that have made wild guesses and spreading around rumours. it's getting really annoying. sometimes you people make me wanna make Joyce Cooper obsolete.) D:
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Friday, February 26, 2010, 8:20 PM
memories that pops up from nowhere.
(Yun's paper/letter for my 15th birthday.)
Today, after getting back from A GREAT revealling catch-up Dinner with Abrams and my OLD friend, ETHAN CHOY, (God i kinda missed him. but he hasn't change alot tho.) I came back and Saw this on my chair of my study table, and my guitar, with the pick lost, on my bed. I was shocked, like "WTF, did someone mess with my stuff?" I suspect it was my sister.
This paper/letter made me smile immediately after i see it. :D Thank you Yun Xin for (although it's just a foolscap paper) writing this up on my 15th birthday. :D Love it. i still kept it. :D
Also, thank you Juliana and Indah for that wierd orange box you two gave on my birthday too. it took me a long time to figure out the two jigsaw puzzle letter, i haven't finish Jul's one tho. but thanks. i loved it, it was one of the wierdest cum coolest present ever. :D
Just thought that i should post this. after seeing Yun's paper/letter on the chair. I forgot to write up a post of it on my birthday anyway.
I keep everything sentimental. everything. anything given by someone for an occasion or anything. i keep them coz i treasure them and appreciate them. :D
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Wednesday, February 24, 2010, 11:05 PM
"You guys just don't get the whole Joyce Cooper thing do you? well, she has morphed. and will morph again." - sometimes i really wonder is that how far human's comprehending abilities can go. how shallow. all they could ever come up with is... i'm dissapointed.
In the course of life, we meet many people. all of them have different characters, personalities, Habits, Flaws, Pros And ways they impact our life.
BUT i met this guy. Fucking Bugger. I know him. He has my vote as the Most ANNOYING Douchebag Ever.(MADE) Sometimes I feel like sewing up his mouth tight. Or just kick him in the face for annoying and bullying one of my friends. And perhaps give him some moisturizer. BWAHHAHAAHAAHAH.
I know i'm mean. but I CAN'T EVEN.
OH well. hopes he doesn't bug me anymore. He does read this blog though, so if YOU do read it again, this message goes out to you. stop poking your head into other people's fucking business and assuming. you know nothing more than a daftworm. Bastard.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Monday, February 22, 2010, 5:55 PM
"Did you ever do this: You think back on all the times you've had with someone, and you replay it in your head over and over again, just to look for those first signs of trouble?"
- I always do. especially to Joyce Cooper. & to people i care for, but have lost them. Have you? please discuss it in my Chatbox at the side. :)
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Saturday, February 20, 2010, 11:19 PM
Sweet Wierd Disorder; Rant.
Hi guise. you know whats so cool? After almost 1 and a half years, after close diagnostic analysis, (sorry, let me sound REALLY professional for a minute) i can officially diagnose Joyce Cooper with an interesting disorder:
Yes. I really think she has this disorder. God help her. God save her. she's a fine lady. she'll make every guy cry. she'll make every guy regret. just cause of this.
I really really wanna be her 'therapy' for her disorder. but i don't think i'm able to. Oh well. :(
Sometimes, I wish I never met Joyce Cooper. then there would be no need to impress her. no need to want her. no need for loving her. no need for crying over her. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. no need for rejected hugs. No need for crying myself to sleep. No need for her acting like she cares. No need for everything she have done to make me feel like absolute nothing.
BUT then again, i'm glad that i met Joyce Cooper. Cause she was the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. She was the one who loved me for me. the one who cared when everyone else didn't. the one who listened. the one who stayed up late to talk about the randomest shit ever. She was the one who i told secrets to. the one who taught me new things. the one who laughed at my BAD jokes. She's the one who did things, just for me.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Wednesday, February 17, 2010, 10:36 PM
A Toxic Valentine & boring CNY.
I Fell in love with the song at first, but now the video too. Tell me if it's relations didn't come along with coincidence.
My chosen song/video For this years Valentines. Enjoy. especially you Joyce Cooper. you heartless lying bitchskank. ._.
The Wind Blows by AAR.
updated: 544 pm
Back from visiting my relatives for CNY. i swear it's hell boring. all we did was eat junk food, talk about lousy Cheena iphones, watch low quality dvd's of like Avatar on tv, and play blackjack all the way.
I'd rather spend my day on Valentines than CNY. like a total effing waste of time. I could have gone out with a significant other to watch a movie or a date, hang out with friends that also hates boring CNY. I could have spent valentines day happily, which feels like it's even more worth it. But wait, i don't even have a valentine so HECK wtf am i saying.
By Loysius Gräfenberg @
Sunday, February 14, 2010, 3:07 AM
Literally Dramatic Day.
Hello people from a super long time ago. I know i have not been blogging so i presume it's not a good thing...
Well many things have happened, i was too busy or too lazy to blog for the past week. OK. I realized something. everytime i wanna blog, i can't. and when i have a good chance for blogging, i either don't have the mood to blog, or no time to do so, OR dunno what to blog on. quite effed. (note that i have edited this post for 3 times in a day.)
So, yeah. what i wanted to blog on was what happened yesterday. which is dated 12 Feb, 2010.
A day to fucking remember. :D like, a whole bunch of things happened at one go.
My First pic taken with a Fisheye camera!!!!! :D
Firstly, had a little party in 4k which didn't feel like one, but a picnic. we rehearsed for our Multi Ethnic Dance during it. I swear i suck at it big time, and i didn't want to make a fool of myself on the damn stage for the real performance. so i just... didn't wanna do anything.
But then, i felt like the class bond was strong, as i see many people willing to actually go up to dance. Even Sarah, which was like once in a blue moon thing. i tot Yun and Julia would actually dance with the class, but they didn't, which was really sad. So i decided to just HECK and just join the dance.
Anyways, yupps. i actually gone up to dance a dance that i don't even know the steps. In front of 1500 peeps. BUT i didn't embarass myself. Sarah was right in front of me so i copied her every move. HAHAHA. but at least i took my courage to go up stage. IT rocked. WE had the time of our lives. :D
After the concert, we didn't win anything, so we got dismissed. my class didn't stay to celebrate or anything but all zao off, like our class has shit innit. Haiz. so i went down to 4L's, which was literally PARTYING like a disco down there. joined in the fun, Got Richelle's Fish eye equipped camera. TOOK MY FIRST FISH EYE pic!!!! then took pics all around with it, Had fun with the cam, But it suddenly lost the effect of the fish eye. so i seek assistance from Rich.
BUT in my horror, i got there to see her sitting on a chair with her feet BLEEDING bright red blood with a big cut. Was like "OH SHIT" and quickly get tissue to clean the wound. LIKE WTF man. the wound was epic big, and sliced through the flesh. gruesome. was cleaning the wound halfway, then Rich started to break down. prolly due to the pain. First time see her breakdown and cry like a little girl getting an injection. made me felt really sad for her too, and wanted to help her even more.
then beatrice and abrams, the two heroic red crossers came and gave proper aid to her feet. then rich started joking around like it didn't hurt anymore. that was when i relieved myself of anxiety.
she was bandaged, and everything was back to normal after that. was epic DRAMATIC.
Went out with greengreenredredsuper after that. saw Yun, Julia and Carissa at 18 chefs said hi to them. my day was totally blown away by what happened before, but Yun Xin made it happy again just by waving back at me. Looks like the saying : 'little things you do can make a difference to others lives' is true. :D
Then we went to cineleisure KBOX. i lost my 10 dollars there. sobs sobs. BUT I FINALLLY GET TO SING THE WIND BLOWS BY AAR in the Karaoke!!!! (haha, but i think i sang it horribly though.)
after that, Met Julia Thiongxim sis and fatin- EXACTLY at the same place. What a small world. XD
then I played some orchard carnival fair games. i won alot of vouchers and a timezone reloadable card. Awesome. :D Dinnered at BOTAK JONES orchard. Cajun Chicken is Bliss. :D
this many things happened in one day. dramatic eh?
I feel like starting a thingsweforget post- its : Fairfield Edition. should i? please comment in the shoutbox on your right. THANKS!!!!! :D