I'll take the blame
So you don't have to feel ashamed
I'll hide your pain
So deep that you wont feel a thing

As I hold you I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears
To help you through
But inside I'm screaming for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know theres something more to living than this horrible disease

I'll block it out,
the screams that fill my mind with doubt
Please quiet down,
I need you to be calm,
not shout

As I hold you
I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears
To help you through
But inside I'm screaming
for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know theres something more to living than this horrible disease

Calm wash it down,
to help you take it easy
To keep your heart from freezing
Just for now
Calm wash it down,
to help you take it easy
To keep your heart from freezing
Just for now

Screaming for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know theres something more to living than this horrible disease

bad dreams scare me,
cold sweat shake me,
i dunno what drugs can cure me,
and if i wait will u come for me,
so i won't be here waiting so long,

i take ure hand and pray for nothing,
u took my heart i take ure nothing
and if i see ure face will u smile,
and i noe that only u cantrust me

and if i make it through this war ,
will tomorrrow be the day ,
am i just screaming in pain?
and if im stumble and i fall,
sure i will stand and carry on,
but it will all just be the same,

'cause im here when ure troubled,
ure lost when i find u ,
im going nowhere near u when ure away,
im angry at my damned life ,
ive lost and i noe this ,
its me against this shit and i don care ,

i don care

and no one lead me through my life,
i didnt apppear as it was,
when i say out all of my last words ,
its not a joke it is a fact,
this life aint wat it really seems ,
when i lost everything i need,
but if i knew u earlier ive gt nothing to say,

and if i make it through this war ,
will tomorrow be the day,
am i just screaming in pain?
and if i stumble and i fall ,
sure i will stand and carry on,
but it will all just be the same,

cause im here whe ure troubled,
ure lost when i find u,
im going nowhere near u when ure away,
im angry at my damned life,
i have lost and i noe this ,
its me against this shit and i don care,

i don't care,
i don't care.
and now,
i don care
i'll just don't care

cause im lost and im dying,
a disgrace for my whole life,
im never gonna fight for it again,
im hopeless at all small things
i have lost and i noe this,
its me against this shit and i don care,
i don't care ,
i don't care,
i don't care

imagine helping someone,comforting someone,trying to be nice,(on the other side,u did'nt ask for anything back,
and what the person gave was nothing but irritating u and making obscene remarks of u.
and u didnt even think that what that person said was true,or not ,but you r trying to assume that its real 'cause that person is a friend of ures.
that person has its own 'group',like tigers and lions that goes in packs,and that person is trying to use them to get back at u when u did what is mentioned above.Its quite stupid,to be caring when u noe that the person is those kind that does'nt appreciate,but u continue to do what is done,and gt humiliated in the end.i did it before,to a friend,nt appreciating and trying to get him back.but after experiencing it and watching how people do it to their friends,i finally came out with a conclusion,that we should be more cautious with friends,especially those that has a problematic character,sometimes attention seeking, thinking that using u to make themself feel better is cool.

i don blame some of my friends that some time feeling threatened,or suspicious abt us some times.