when you r very sad and worried at the start of the day,you don want any irritating political shitty guy who claims he's a big brother of my daughter and thinking hes so smart and cool.
Think abt it.he' so deeply in love with dawn,and he doesnt even face it.and hes' now trying to disturb another girl.
if u see my sassy neighbour, hes like the miss tan.
but hes included with a special package of toking to much,spitting saliva and being such a nuisence.
hes busy body though, if you dont gt wat i mean.
i can feel it today,as marilyn doesnt answers to calls and she very quiet.
clarence can be very irritating some times....
its his habit,marilyn.
he has serious ADHD.seriously.dont u think he always finds attention?
goddamned i will try to tell him to shut his trap.cheers ok?
the time never ends
if i sit here and willi ever get to hear your voice
ive really been in the misery of death
will i ever get to hear the beauty in your voice
another pay for working hard
but wat did i get in the end?
in the end
goodbyes frm you
i stay up all night long just trying to figure out how
your voice will ever sound like
but if you wouldnt want to listen,
watever could i do
if i could die for you
would u open ure mouth and sae the words i wanna hear
the prophets of the soul
the love i had for u
the honey on ure lips
the bullets i have shot
the people i have killed
the sins that i have done
and when u go would u just sae "its nice meeting u."
cant u ever just talk to me like wat u did to them
i didnt sae i would never answer
i thought of waving to you but to no avail
you r facing another direction..
i have never thought ill strive deep for you
youre the one that caused the life of all
u strike the lighter and incinerate the souls
that onced stayed there hovering
another way to get this straight
is that i want to speak but the words cant come out
yeah
if i die for u
would u just sae the words i wanna hear,
the prophets of the souls
the love i had for u
the honey on ure lips
the bullets i have shot
the people i have killed
the sins that i have done
race hell, and go forth
for getting tired and trying to get a sleep
but y must try to make up such big fuss?
jump to marriage,the promises u made that day,
abt livin together and never to part
but what has happened in the end
the blames just fires back and forth
the arguements that never end
the words that hurt ya'll together,
wadda you get in the end?
the parting of both lives
you are quite wrong i must truly sae
he was just fed up abt his ***damned work
but all he needs was just a little rest..
do you have to kick him down?
do you have to shout that loud?
do you wanna noe what i will sae
its damned simple your motherfucking warp
your blames just fires back and forth,
the arguments that never ends,
the words that will kill each other,
wadda u get in the end.....
you said u do suck,
u cant bring a child up well,
wad did u do just try to run
but after all u cant escape reality
u packed ure bags
u banged the door
u smashed everything in your sight
just to sae good bye...
the argue ments that stays
like a mould thats never gonna part,
u noe the consequences
that ll never look so good so try to understand
the difficulties of a man
race hell,and go forth.
add up is like..
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okay.i hav to get that much money.ill try
finally.after so many times of com lag,i don gt a chance to download doom3.
can get the demo at the official website.
http://www.doom3.com/
for those interested in trying out the demo
before playing the full game and later buy the extension pack Doom3,ressurection of evil,go to this web and go to media and click download doom 3 demo and have fun!!
Note:you have to type your age before you go into the web.
todays a piece of shit.mr pang ask me to stay back to do zhou ye.but i need to go for physical training.and i need to go fer maths remedial.gt thrash frm all three teachers.
hmmm luck isnt on my side this days luh.
every thing seems to go wrong.
shoot u through the head
gt a chance to play games on com.so i spent the whole day playing..haiz.its a waste of time luh.
im going crazy staying in the shadows.im doing thing that i nvr wanna do.
hallucinations fall all over.i see funny things.i dunno y.
fuck.is this depression?
who knows.
im nt wat i used to be.
fer yah.
and i woke up late too.7.10.school starts at 7.20.(i think?)ran to the school franticallly after seeing all the students assemblying at the parade square.shucks. why must class chairpersons always do the dirty jobs?If i could recommend jobs i a ad, i would do it in a list:
MR.gonzalez vacant jobs:
- give out all water bottles to the class individually.
- always go gt the cmf.(provided that the class chairman cant be bothered.)
- hold the class register and never lost it(i did before, i admit.)
- keep the goddamned class quiet!
- throw away the carton that stores the water bottle in the dustbin.
- (sorry wrong one.in the recycled bin.)
- giv the class reg. back when everybody is rushing to class.
- take class reg. everyday.
- tell teachers abt the student's bad behaviour and gt hated by them(seriously my class chairwoman's been called a bitch.)
so gt wot i mean?ok.mr ow gave some stoopid announcements and started blowing the horn.every body started running while ma team,joavan, joy,marilyn,me stood down there trying to figure out wot the clues mean.suddenly,wai lum came in with ole and saind that the two seniors with the is nt there.shucks?wai lum the still-feed-on-6+growing-milk-with-lame-and-retarded-thinking is coming into our group!!ahhhh!! thnkies to the lord a teacher walked by and found out that the team has more peeps and took wai lum out and put ole in.at the least point shes better.we set off to bounaa vista mrt and took a train to a place that i forgot(memory loss after that accident) but it is near wesley methodist church.off course thats the place we need to go to fin all Q.we gt sme probs there but luckily theres a pastor who came out and he gave us most of the inform. we needed.we ran to the checkpoints and gave the Q. that we ans and gave it to the marshall.the marshall said we need to do a YMCA dance and we did it.it was lame luh!the stoopid 'zhong guo' teacher go video it down...after this we took a bus to the IRAS i think.joavan took a pic of us in the bus ..
soh then we reached our second cheakpoint and did wat we were supposed to do .finding palm trees,sketching pictures,doing a swimming stunt butterfly..
the we made our way to the subway.our next desti. is the dunno wat bus interchange.in the subway,i gt darn probs with my card coz it cant be scanned & it needed to be checked by the uncle....just like that i wasted a few minutes..haiz...we gt downfast to the subway and waited fer the train.but to our suprise the next train thats abt to come is a non boarding train.i was damned pisse with my card,and pissed with train.
we took this pic while we waited...u can see frm me face im pissed..
but joavans the one taking the pic..
so here we r now at the interchange.first we had to ask what does toa payoh means.asked a few & gt the ans.bingo! we ran to the marshall and thinking that we could skip the rap that were supposed to do.But guess wat?i was the one doing the rap!!my minds in a blank ,i cant think of any words,the teams pressuring me, in the end i shoot it out with lame words that dissapointed everybody.bt the marshall gt giv us point though.we ranto a bus stop & decide wethr we should take bus 55 or 156...i could remember vividly the num bt im nt sure if its correct...but we were too late.we just gt on the first to come of the two.again i gt probs with my ez-link card.i wished i could break the card but i cant.we gt to little india & fin wat we r supposed to do and took aa bus back to our school.we gt releasesd to the audi. and to the hall. we saw the performance and principals singing and me appearing on big screen with ole holding poms poms aint gonna brighten up that day.it just brought me to disgrace.
loysius:XX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!
hahas.got the feeling of cutting skin...it is damned shuang luh...
don worry luh just sme minor misunderstandings... it will be gone after a while...
nothing to do at home.just reproaching my self fer delaying my team during orienteering.
loysiusXD
though now that im dead
ill try to tell you what i mean
i spent all of my holidays thinking abt u
i tried so hard to go and look at the other side
of this misery in control
it wasn't even worthawhile
when u turn and try to tell me to
Get of f,go home
you dont even stand a chance
i've chosen wat i want
and im staying in this way
the bell rings,i ran outta class
what do i do?trying to find u
but everytime i see ya face my mouth just shuts
I even skipped a step when saw u going down the stairs
but every day just bothers me
after all u've been trying to tell me to
get off my life,go back home
you don even stand a chance
i've chosen what i want
you're pathetic in all ways
i'd rather pray to seance thn rather be with u
i remember the feelings that just feels so great,
that when my eyes meet u'res
and even when im down i blush in ure presence,
even times when i cant sleep my mind just floods all bout u
i dont ever wanna hear the words u sae
that will bring me down to break,
but i don even giv a damn if i could see u every day
its the next day i feel energized,
the letters i was planning to write
when only the smartests gts the best,
the presents i tried to giv
but it pains in all ways
when ure porpose is just to say
Get the hell outta my face
when will u ever learn the way,
youll never meet the requirements
and don u ever try again
the hideous things u planned,
all the fake guys that eu see,
i'd never thought u would ever do this
but im lovin' every cute thing u do when i noe that ure noticing im here
lieing on my bed thinking abt u
the dreams that looked so real
i could make belive that ure her right now
all this things that im trying to tell
for all the circumstances i cant tell
but it would'nt be so good
that ure gone and you'll never be comin' back
for YOU
you went to far by giving those remarks,
you gt to far in saying that she sucks
she looked up at the cieling in her room
she tried to cry all her sorrows out
she couldnt resist to take that knife
you'll better say you're darn wrong coz that's nt gonna be so good
she hurt herself just for ure bad comments,
she bared woth the painu gt her in
you noe what u did for hurting her heart & you'll know u're a friend that matters.
she was obsessed in all your looks
but after all of ure corrupt intentions,
she went to closet to get her dress,
she made up a list on which is bad
and she hurt herself for loving u
she bared with the pain u gt her inyou know very well who cut her heart
and now shes doing it on her skin
have u ever heard of insultation?have you ever heard of deep depression,
have u ever heard that girls are sensitive,and have you ever heard of retribution?
u brag angd nag abt her messy make-ups
but for evry bad things you say abt her
she slashed her wrist for every little words
you smirk and say those words that no one wanna hear.
but think abt the pain she gt herself in
the the foolishness by hurting her dear heart,
would u even stand rite there when ya don feel guilty for al l the pain
she got this far for you did she gt what she deserve?