The Glory of a Boy.

losing you...

some how recently i felt that ive lost u ....do you really got wat u got?
if this ever happens...all my confessions and love for u will be gone..god bless me.will he?
you cant make people do things of ure own freewill...i noe....
u gotta do wat it takes and face reality....

its a one-sided love.you noe it.only a miracle would change it to wats true.

th miracle is u.

~being emo~

By Loysius Gräfenberg @ Monday, July 30, 2007, 4:42 AM

just a thing to make it up.

I'd never said i'll lie and wait forever
if i die we'll be to gether now
i can't always just forget her
but she could try

AT THE END OF THE WORLD
all of the last things i see
you are never coming home
never coming home
could i?
should i?

and all those things that you never ever told me
and all scars that will never ever
ever.

get those feelings that you'll never
all are lonely and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms

she'll die..
she dies..

at the end of the world
one of the last things i see
you are never coming home
never coming home
could i?
should i?

and all the things that u never ever told me
and all the smiles that are never gonna hunt me

never coming home never coming home
could i?
should i?
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me,
for all the ghost that will never gonna catch me..

if i fall
if i fall
down?

at the end of the world
one of the last things i see
you r never coming home never coming home
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that r never gonna hunt me

never coming home,never coming home
could i? should i?
and all the wounds that r never gonna scar me
for all the ghost that r never gonna.....

end.

By Loysius Gräfenberg @ Saturday, July 21, 2007, 4:29 AM

went to germany last weekend..

yeah man!! finally i get to go to germany!

listening the name 'germany' reminds you of hitler perhaps,but it ain't.say,for those who play video games on xbox and playstation,in army games like call of duty they usually massacre germans with their rifles...its actually quite bloody...like when u do a close up melee and u see blood spraying out of the mouth(if u use a gun without a bayonet

or when use a gun with it u can actually see the gory bit.k back to my vacation at germany..wadda hell?

its just three days down there!!Three days.the flight to ol' germany is 15 hours!! Imagine that!!i packed my luggage earlier then the date line like abt 2 days before,so its not really rushy.rite on friday,i quickly went back home as soon as i can,and i set off to da airport.anyway i skipped ncc training..thats sm'thin thats fun...sitting on the benches in the airport listening to music and looking at my mom shopping at the duty free shops there is really,really very boring.so i went to explore more.nothins really nice there,i wonder why tourists would want to shop there...

K.got on the plane.sat at my seat.our plane has a bad record of crashing.jumping crockroaches!Watever would happen to mee?taken of.shucks.15 hrs of boring flight.sucks.nah.i took a nap....zzzzzz...zzz.z.z.z.

woken up by the attendant.dang! my dinner is rite in front of me. i smiled and said thanks anyway.thinking to myself that perhaps the food is nice,i lifted the aluminuim foil and i tell u wat ?

its a low grade pasta.really.it taste saltish.checked the time and found that i still got 9 hrs to go.i played my psp and then i felt sleepy again....anyway i kept on dying in the game....yeah mann!! I love to sleep!!!

it landed and i got out of that dang big iron door. wow.everywhere r germans.cool.bang bang bang!!throw grenades!boom!!

ok watever.lets continue.so we rushed to the hotel in a taxi that had a very polite driver...dang hes like busybody luh...when i got to the hotel room, i was exhausted and i crash on the bed and took a nap...

to sae that its three days?nah.not exactly...i already took one dae just to arrive at munich..i was woken up by me mom and we went to one of the nearby streets...im not to sure,though, as the letters on the streets of germany r in german lang..heres some pics i took...

(one of the open air cafes at germany...pro.they dont put locks on their bikes.)

so...

(the city tour taxi.looks nice, but its like in an english china.its the same as trisaws man!!)

bt one thing i like abt this pic is that couples beside.i could come out with a dialog:

taxi driver:(in german)city tour!city tour for tourist and civilians!city tour!

man: hey dear,we come to this place everything so expensive.look at that?just 2.40!!we could save some money and later have a tenderlising tenderlion steak at jones!

wife:oh really?so cheap meh?quick.lets get on it.

man:wait looks like nobody get on it.like that very paisei...if u noe wat i mean.

wife:hanh?then how like that must take that stupid taxi arh?

man:(looks around frantically)lets get on it luh.who cares anyway...

(the couple get on the cart and paid the driver.the driver was happy as it was hes first customer in the whole afternoon.)

driver:(in german)where do you wanna go?

man:to jones eating house.

after 1 hour....

wife:aiyo.dardar ar.when reach?very hot leh..

huh?bear with it for a while...

they reached the stop abt 20 meters from the cafe.

man:thank u arh!

when they reach there,the shop says:

CLOSED

does the pic match my dialog?we were in the streets of munchen

this is the arial view.i dunno how and when we took this pic.this is funny.there are streets around it. cool.anybody can invade luh!

the street of munchen;rathaus castle(i think?)and that man was angry cause i took a pic of him.hes popularr...

a tower with a bell on the top.shakes the whole of munchen.see the two towers popping frm behind th shorter buildings?its called the frauenkirche.

the horses that r fat but they brought mi back to the hotel stop.

tell u smthin,the horses pee is like the watre hose.its pee can go on for 2 minutes!!the whole road was wet with pee before they start off.

ok...after this i went back to hotel to pack my things.

we took the air port back and shit. fuck?its school again.

the end.

By Loysius Gräfenberg @ Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 12:03 AM

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